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Anjelle
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Yes. Please. Just stop talking to me when I'm worried and panicked. It's a fabulous idea, and I really love when it happens. Thank you!

Monday, March 16, 2009

I'm so full of ups and downs, I'm not sure I remember which is which. Through it all, no matter what I say, I blame myself. I'm certain it's just me. But... I won't admit it when you accuse me.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

I wear my own masks.I didn't cry until you were out of the room.It hurt enough without having you see my tears.   Fuck you very much. Addendum: If I didn't love you so much, it wouldn't get to me the way it does.

Posted at 03:48 pm by Anjelle
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Friday, February 27, 2009

I don't know what to do. I'm mad at myself. Every time we get things back on the path to good, something pulls me off again. I'm insane. There's something very, seriously, extremely wrong with me.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

...I don't want you in my head.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I've had a lot of up and down lately. Mostly down. I could tell you all about it, but I won't. No sense focusing on the negative. I've been struggling with D. Or, perhaps more accurately, we've been struggling with each other. Drifting away. Withdrawing into our own thoughts and fears. It's really . . . ()

Posted at 02:44 pm by Anjelle
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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Too emotional to write. Too worked up. Too annoyed at various piddly little things.   I really just want to smack you. All of you. Any of you. People I don't even know. I look at your stupid, smiling, happy face and I want to claw at it. Go away.

Posted at 11:28 am by Anjelle
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Monday, February 09, 2009

I'm exhausted. Halfway through Monday, and I still hadn't woken up. I'm not entirely sure what I did all morning. Considering the fact that I am at work, that's not a good thing. Thank goodness I'm only working the first half of this week. I have been -- you may have noticed -- rather emo . . . ()

Posted at 04:22 pm by Anjelle
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Friday, February 06, 2009

Turbulent. Tempestuous. Tumultuous. Agitated. Hectic. Restless. Disturbed. Distressed. Flustered. Frustrated. Everything is spinning. I feel like throwing up. I'm so out of it from this that even thoughts in my own head are upsetting me. I've been grumpy all morning because the first thing I thou . . . ()

Posted at 09:28 am by Anjelle
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Wednesday, February 04, 2009

I am horrible at taking care of myself. I get to putting everyone's needs ahead of my own. And, of course, they usually don't see that because I don't say anything. I just do it. I make everyone else so important that my own needs don't get met. And then... I fall apart. Every little thing sets m . . . ()

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