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Anjelle
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

I started writing this a while ago, when someone asked me a seemingly simple question. I've put a lot of thought into it. I'm posting it now, because I finally think it is finished. The question was:Is there one thing that quickly takes you beyond the normal boundaries of yourself? Beyond the . . . ()

Monday, August 10, 2009

I haven't felt like myself lately. I'm not sure how that fits in to the cause/effect cycle of not writing. It's not just my writing that is suffering, though. I don't know how to fix the problem, because I'm not sure exactly what the problem is. All I seem to be able to confirm is that it is definit . . . ()

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

I've started writing four times. The words escape me.

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

I don't know if this is true for everyone, but it is true for me.There comes a point where trust is broken beyond reasonable repair. Not that it could not be regained -- and in the experience I had recently, it very nearly was -- but that the method of regaining is so far beyond what can be expected . . . ()

Thursday, June 18, 2009

I'm not sure how to say this... I'll put it the best that I can.I will not settle. I will not lay back and take what is given to me if it is less than what I need or want. It won't happen.That means something different than it once might have. Once, it would have meant that when things got too tough . . . ()

Posted at 03:25 pm by Anjelle
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I spend far too much time judging myself. I'm sure I'm not alone in this. Was I right? Was I wrong? Was I good enough? Should I? Shouldn't I? Why am I so messed up? Just a few of my queries, and my head is spinning. What if there's nothing wrong with me? What if there's nothing wrong with any of . . . ()

Friday, May 22, 2009

In response to someone's opinion, I have asked myself more than once "Is that really who I am?" or "Is that really the way I seem to people?" And I forget. I forget that perception is colored by experience -- Not only someone's experience of me, but of their entire life. I am certain that I d . . . ()

Monday, May 18, 2009

Some days I find that I am waiting.... Do this or say that, and I won't be grumpy any more. How entirely selfish and juvenile. This is love, not a negotiation. It is a relationship, not a manipulation to get what I want. How silly of me. When I see it -- when I realize what I am doing, and that . . . ()

Posted at 02:48 pm by Anjelle
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Friday, April 17, 2009

"What is an archerWithout a target?" "Our goals should be entirely personal. No one knows us better than we know ourselves. There is only one universal goal: a gracious death with no regrets." 365 Tao -- Daily Meditations; by Deng Ming-Dao A death with no regrets. That is a goal indeed. I have ve . . . ()

Posted at 10:59 pm by Anjelle
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Wednesday, April 08, 2009

Something is bothering me. The things that set me off lately seem to have a pattern. There is something wrong more than just a 'bad mood.' I have yet to figure out the connection. I don't know what it is, but it's festering under the surface until I feel I could combust at any moment. It's fr . . . ()

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