I feel like throwing things. Kicking and screaming and crying and Hurting.   I feel like hiding the tears behind anger.I feel misunderstood.I am unsure.   You don't get it.

"I wanted to have something to say for this, but I changed my mind. You know what this means." We're seated on the floor, in front of the fire. "I don't want you to change. I want you just as you are. I want you as mine." He places the strip of silver around my neck, and closes it. "In ever . . . (More)

My husband thinks I got mad at someone because they were hurt.   Seriously? I come off that callous?

Something is bothering me. The things that set me off lately seem to have a pattern. There is something wrong more than just a 'bad mood.' I have yet to figure out the connection. I don't know what it is, but it's festering under the surface until I feel I could combust at any moment. It's fr . . . (More)

My nerves are set on edge. Everything annoys me. Angers me. I'm fighting a migraine. I was rude to my mother. I've been peevish with the people I love all day long. Just... Don't talk to me. I'll be compassionate and kind later. Not right now. Right now... I'm more likely to bite your head off, an . . . (More)

Today's Horoscope: Sagittarius (11/22-12/21) Relationship issues will come to the forefront today when it feels like someone isn't being completely honest with you. It is time to reevaluate the situation and ask yourself -- is this person adding anything valuable to your life, or just chaos? Do th . . . (More)

Yes. Please. Just stop talking to me when I'm worried and panicked. It's a fabulous idea, and I really love when it happens. Thank you!

I'm so full of ups and downs, I'm not sure I remember which is which. Through it all, no matter what I say, I blame myself. I'm certain it's just me. But... I won't admit it when you accuse me.

I wear my own masks.I didn't cry until you were out of the room.It hurt enough without having you see my tears.   Fuck you very much. Addendum: If I didn't love you so much, it wouldn't get to me the way it does.

I don't know what to do. I'm mad at myself. Every time we get things back on the path to good, something pulls me off again. I'm insane. There's something very, seriously, extremely wrong with me.