"We spend a lot
of time talking about her. Which is interesting to me. I like learning
about people. But I've realized that I really don't want to date
someone that isn't interested in me, in return. I'm not at all
convinced that she is interested. She seems to be thrilled by the
simple fact th . . . (More)
Every day it's something new, but it's the same old thing. Different
acts of the same behavior. Different excuses for the same attitude.
Promises of change, but no proof.
I've run out of ideas. I don't have the energy to even think about it
any more. I'm losing the will to try to be nice about . . . (More)
I have everything I wanted. Someone once told me that I couldn't have it. That I was setting myself up to fail by looking for it. I wanted something more than multiple partners. I wanted a Husband -- a man who was dominant and sweet, a Daddy type, someone who would control me and help me . . . (More)
Hubby and I took a four day weekend. We spent two nights at the coast, enjoying each others company.Mostly we spent time looking out the window over the beach. Watching the waves. We took long walks late at night. We browsed some shops. We talked.When we got home, it was Solstice day. The Bratling c . . . (More)
We recently worked out an exchange with the Bratling. She comes over about once a week to visit & stays the night. It's nice to have somewhat regular time with her. Last week, we dug up the spare key for her.After she drives me to work in the morning, she goes back to the house and does some cle . . . (More)
Yesterday was my anniversary with my girl. We made it a year. (Despite that rough patch in the middle.)
She suprised me. We were supposed to go out to dinner tonight. She showed up last night with flowers to take me out on our actual day. Such a sweetie. Purple roses. Just like our first date.
Not . . . (More)
me: is it just me, or does more people = more drama, no matter what you do?friend: it's not just youunfortunately me: tell me it gets better?right now it's like every other day there is some new disasterfriend: it can, but it takes a lot of work from all parties involvedit ta . . . (More)
I am sorry for the loss of K in my life. I worry for him. I wonder. I hope, for his future. He is such a beautiful, beautiful man, and I wish for his life to reflect and enhance that beauty. He deserves it. I am sad that I could not be a part of it. I started feeling that I was doing more to frustra . . . (More)