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Wednesday, October 22, 2008
What's That Word Again?

The weather today is gorgeous. Sunny, cold. Supposed to get to 70. The kind of weather that makes me want to hop on the interstate and drive until I run out of gas.

Even if it was the darkest, grayest, pouring down rain sort of day you ever saw I would still be feeling this good.

I'm just the luckiest girl in the world.


Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Note

Despite my sore throat, and the fact that I think I may have an infection...

Despite being tremendously nervous about seeing K tonight...

I think this might be an amazingly awesome day.


Monday, October 20, 2008
The Walls Crack

There once was a man who didn't cry. Oh, he would shed a few tears. Fairly often, if you ask him. But tears are only the smallest part of truely crying.

Then, one night, a girl surrendered to him. Not because she wanted it. Simply because the man was in need, and she loved him.

He sobbed. Full body tensing, releasing, tears and aching and at one point he cursed her. He fought and tried to stop it. The girl held on.

Let it go, my darling. Let it all out. It's ok. I'm here.

I love you.


Did I Mention...

...How lucky I am?

Lucky enough to have a second chance with K. The man I love. As he says, second chances are rare, third chances don't exist. (He's wrong, of course, about thirds, but I think I'll refrain from pointing that out at this point.)

Lucky enough to have my (ex)husband as one of my best friends. As a lover. Someone who has kept me sane through all of this, and someone who seems to benefit from having me in his life as much as I benefit from him.

Lucky enough to be witness to some very closed off people when they open up. Beautiful people with gorgeous hearts, allowing me a glimpse.

I don't know how I got so lucky. I don't know what I'm doing right. But I hope that it keeps going. My son, my work, my family, my friends, my men. I love you all so very, very much.

Thank you for making me so lucky.


Friday, October 17, 2008
I WIN!!!

To be fair, it's more like winning a lottery than any contest where what I've done actually matters. And it's a small victory, in the grand scheme.

But still...

I WIN!!!

 

I've been invited up to K's house on Tuesday. We'll see what happens from there.


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