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Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Chaos

Today's Horoscope:

Sagittarius (11/22-12/21)

Relationship issues will come to the forefront today when it feels like someone isn't being completely honest with you. It is time to reevaluate the situation and ask yourself -- is this person adding anything valuable to your life, or just chaos? Do they make you happy or confused? If they do make you happy, then this tenseness if just a phase you are going through together right now. Don't give it another thought. But if they add only chaos, and confuse you -- it's time to end it.

 

Please just let it be a phase.

Please?


Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Abandonment Issues

Yes. Please. Just stop talking to me when I'm worried and panicked. It's a fabulous idea, and I really love when it happens.

Thank you!


Monday, March 16, 2009
Doubt

I'm so full of ups and downs, I'm not sure I remember which is which.

Through it all, no matter what I say, I blame myself. I'm certain it's just me.

But... I won't admit it when you accuse me.


Thursday, March 12, 2009
It's Ok

me:  is it just me, or does more people = more drama, no matter what you do?
friend:  it's not just you
unfortunately
me:  tell me it gets better?
right now it's like every other day there is some new disaster
friend:  it can, but it takes a lot of work from all parties involved
it takes one person to eff things up tho
me:  yeah. well, at least in our case, it's one against three. lol
friend:  that is very good
me:  i just needed to hear from someone else that i'm not totally crazy for sticking it out
friend:  u r crazy .. but not for sticking it out, lol
me:  right. well. if you told me i wasn't crazy, i'd never be able to trust you. lol
friend:  haha

Sometimes I just need the reassurance of someone who's been there. Even though I seem confident, I doubt my own judgement. Often.

We all have issues. And now... We're all having to deal with more than just our own dramas. It's hectic, stressful, frustrating... But totally worth it. We also have more support. Instead of dealing with things alone, there are three other people to lean on.

(Sorry, Bratling. I'm not entirely sure how to count you. I can draw a picture of how it fits, but it's difficult to explain in this context. Don't think I'm forgetting you, though.)


Posted at 09:54 am by Anjelle
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Masquerade

I wear my own masks.
I didn't cry until you were out of the room.
It hurt enough without having you see my tears.

 

Fuck you very much.

Addendum: If I didn't love you so much, it wouldn't get to me the way it does.


Posted at 03:48 pm by Anjelle
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