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Anjelle
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Sunday, January 11, 2015
Why I Stare at the Screen

Sometimes I just... Don't want to do anything.

I want to be a bump on a log. A pebble in a cave.

Some days I want to just not exist for a while.

Life is hard. Stress messes with me. Winter messes with me. Hormones mess with me. Relationships mess with me.

I want to cuddle, but I feel claustrophobic. I want to make love, but I'm not aroused. I want to worship, but I feel no reverence. I want to go out, but I don't want to see anyone. I want to be in nature, but nature is cold and damp and unfriendly. I want to talk to my friends, but I don't want to reveal anything.

I think I'll just sit here.

Posted at 11:09 am by Anjelle

Deirdre
January 12, 2015   06:54 PM PST
 
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