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Friday, September 03, 2010
Helpless

I'm the kind of person that, even when I'm no longer with a person I love, I still like to know that they're ok. It's important to me. Just because we can't be together doesn't mean I suddenly stop caring.

He knows this.

So, in plain view on a (kinky) social networking site, he posts a journal entry about a first meeting with someone new. Okay, well, normally I would be excited to see that he's moving on. But... It's been two weeks. I know that I haven't healed. I highly doubt that he has. It seems a poor decision on his part to get involved with someone else so soon.

Whatever. His life, his decision.

Then again, he talks about being in an intimate situation with this person. On the first meeting. Not the least bit safe, even if he is fully emotionally recovered.

I don't want to contact him, because it's likely to make things worse. However, I know that he is bipolar, and has been having an episode. This risky behavior brings to light just how bad of an episode it might be. So what do I do? I don't know his therapist's contact information. I wouldn't be comfortable trying to alert his parents, even if I knew how.

So I just sit and... Worry.

Posted at 02:48 pm by Anjelle



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