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Monday, August 10, 2009
What's Wrong With Me?

I haven't felt like myself lately. I'm not sure how that fits in to the cause/effect cycle of not writing. It's not just my writing that is suffering, though. I don't know how to fix the problem, because I'm not sure exactly what the problem is. All I seem to be able to confirm is that it is definitely a problem.

It's not that I'm not doing anything, or that I don't have an interest in anything. Just yesterday I had lunch with a friend, and we were good company. I've been working on a couple craft projects and making decent progress. I enjoy these things. But...

I'm not myself. There's little passion or attraction. Physical desire is at an all time low. It seems that, more often than not, a conversation beyond 'how was work today?' turns into a tear fest. Yet I'm not overly emotional -- I don't have the up and down roller-coaster that would usually come with the abundance of crying.

I feel guilty about it, but I can't seem to change it.


Posted at 04:19 pm by Anjelle

Deirdre
August 12, 2009   12:30 PM PDT
 
I know this feeling.

The sunshine is just around the corner. Just you wait and see!


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