I disappeared for a while. Not just from my blog -- it felt like I wasn't part of my own life. Every day I was... Disconnected. Distant. I nearly lost my job because I couldn't focus on what I was doing. I wasn't giving anything or anyone the attention needed.

I think I'm coming back. I've started taking my music to work again. I do still have a job, thank goodness. And I'm working on a couple new projects with yarn.

Thank you to my loves, for being patient with me.

My son is four, and his favorite things are motorcycles and guitars. What on earth am I going to do when he is 16?

Horoscope: A ghost from the past may make an appearance, just as you're getting comfortable with things. Adding your own collision of emotions on top of it equals a fairly overwhelming situation. It's time to rely on your support system -- family, friends, maybe a favorite coworker. You may feel a little out of control, but it's only temporary, and your people will help ground you.

Me: Ah. Yes. I could have done with that warning last night. Sobbing in public is really not my thing. Then again, how accurate would predictions be if one could alter them?

I had a bit of a taste of Morgan le Fay last eve. Interesting.

We shall see what comes to be.

Tomorrow is my five year wedding anniversary. Sometimes it seems odd to be saying that, knowing that we were apart for so long. And yet... That time apart is what made it possible for me to celebrate this milestone.

As much as I have grown in these years, so has he. We are both getting closer to being the people we were always meant to be. Our relationship is stronger now than it ever was.

Sometimes I wonder at how it was that being selfish brought us closer. We each decided that the best thing was to take care of ourselves, know what we want, and go after it. Somehow, that decision brought us back. What we each want most is each other.

I don't really have a smooth flow of writing right now. My mind is on other things. But I couldn't let this go by without noting it here.

Happy 5th, my Love!