Friday, November 20, 2009
I disappeared for a while. Not just from my blog -- it felt like I wasn't part of my own life. Every day I was... Disconnected. Distant. I nearly lost my job because I couldn't focus on what I was doing. I wasn't giving anything or anyone the attention needed.
I think I'm coming back. I've started taking my music to work again. I do still have a job, thank goodness. And I'm working on a couple new projects with yarn.
Thank you to my loves, for being patient with me.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
My son is four, and his favorite things are motorcycles and guitars. What on earth am I going to do when he is 16?
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Horoscope: A ghost from the past may make an appearance, just as you're getting
comfortable with things. Adding your own collision of emotions on top
of it equals a fairly overwhelming situation. It's time to rely on your
support system -- family, friends, maybe a favorite coworker. You may
feel a little out of control, but it's only temporary, and your people
will help ground you.
Me: Ah. Yes. I could have done with that warning last night. Sobbing in public is really not my thing. Then again, how accurate would predictions be if one could alter them?
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
I had a bit of a taste of Morgan le Fay last eve. Interesting.
We shall see what comes to be.
Thursday, October 08, 2009
Anything. Everything. You.
Tomorrow is my five year wedding anniversary. Sometimes it seems odd to be saying that, knowing that we were apart for so long. And yet... That time apart is what made it possible for me to celebrate this milestone.
As much as I have grown in these years, so has he. We are both getting closer to being the people we were always meant to be. Our relationship is stronger now than it ever was.
Sometimes I wonder at how it was that being selfish brought us closer. We each decided that the best thing was to take care of ourselves, know what we want, and go after it. Somehow, that decision brought us back. What we each want most is each other.
I don't really have a smooth flow of writing right now. My mind is on other things. But I couldn't let this go by without noting it here.
Happy 5th, my Love!